My journey in this life time

I would never thought I’ll be living in Mexico at 33 years old, life is full of surprises that’s for sure!

I want to start by saying that I’m French Canadian from Montreal and my English is clearly not perfect… so lower your expectations please 🙂

It all started with the pandemic for me. I remember I was in Nicaragua for our yoga retreat with my partner Vanessa and we heard something about a virus in China.. We thought: This will never come to us in Canada! It must be nothing serious… Next thing you know, 1 month later, I was back in Mexico and Trudeau was calling all the citizen of Canada to return home. PANIC MODE!

In Mexico, we were not in panic mode yet…still having my mezcal catching a sunset and mariachi band on the beach. I landed in Montreal and went in quarantine with my cat Jules – the best partner. It was the worst time to come back, we couldn’t walk our dog outside in winter ( WTF!!!!) and everyone was just checking to see if I had the covid.

I started to feel at one point that my throat was very tight almost all the time. I thought I had food stuck there (just thinking about this again feels funny). I even called my ex that has a small throat and problem with swallowing food to ask for advice. I also had the cold sweat, I thought I had the virus until my friend Reb told me: This is stress girl!!!

When I realized that, I told myself: « NO FUCKING WAY. No way I’m going down that road… »

Now stuck in my apartment with Jules – who is great to live with, but does not talk back much to this girl who loves would need a pep talk, I started to watch all the episodes of Joe Dispenza’s Rewired on Gaia.com. That was the beginning of my real meditation journey. I remember thinking: « I might die here alone with Jules, that clearly won’t save me if needed. » I was now meditating around 2 hours per day and I’ve started to paint again since a while to occupy myself (My best Painting was created that week actually -right here below).

8 months or so after, my friend James, who I didn’t know that well, told me on the phone: « Hey do you know Joe Dispenza? He is hosting an advance training of a week in Cancun, wanna come? « 

I just lost my job, since yoga studios were the first to close. I didn’t have the money to go and pay 3400$- I was home making renovations, painting, and adopting my second boy Bill. – My second cat! Logically the timing was clearly not right for me to go there. Seeing my hesitation and insecurity, James offered to pay for me, telling me you can re-imburse whenever or never, just come it will be magical. » I was out of breath. I remember myself crying in my car, I couldn’t believe that he was offering me this seminar just like that. I was so touch but at the same time, It was too hard to accept for me so I kindly refused at first. (Big Fail Sara)

I finally changed my mind and I accepted the generous offer. So now I was back in Mexico with my friend James on our way to the seminar when I realized that I need to be open to receive and accept more in my life – it’s all a gift one way or the other from the universe.

What a week!!! I’ll explain another time that trip. One thing is sure, I got faster and better at manifesting my life. I was doing my hour of meditation every day at that time with so much joy. Financial freedom was part of my goals, to be able to treat more myself and others with abundance, massages, trip, surprises, etc.

Next thing you know, the market is rising up, I meet my futur partner in Mexico and I choose to sale my condo that I had for 4 years. I sold my first own nest in 2021, took a leap of faith and left with my 2 cats.. paying a girl to take one of them in the plane last minute in the line of Air transat. We finally landed. Ouff! We did it boys!

« I’m here Josiiiiiiii!!!!!»

You will meet her soon because she is my soul sister, my partner in crime and was the one opening her arms to welcome me in Mexico.

I had no idea what would happen, but I trusted. An artist compose a poem for me 7 years ago. She asked me: What is important for you? I answered: Freedom.

« She is like the bird who always knows to fly south, compass in her bone.»

I got a tattoo of this quote on my spine here in Mexico as a reminder to trust my intuition and never be afraid to fly. I’m still here after 2 years, so much stories and ventures. I don’t regret a DAMMMMM moment of it!

– Sarita –