My journey in this life time

Small story followed by a reading from psychic animal communicator

All my life I wanted to have a cat, my mom was allergic..than my 1st roommate Reb was allergic too and I was clearly allergic as well in a total denial. At my 30th years old, I bought my first condo in laval, my first nest to be created, THE TIME HAD COME!!

I was looking for a red cat since I met two cats like that in past travel where I wasn’t allergic ( Juju in Mexico & Chai in Bali)

I was following many rescue group in Montreal to find a red kitten to adopt. This is where I found Jules. Far from being red haha. LOVE at first sight!

My first Baby.

I thank him for being my first love, my first responsibility, I thank him for being my roomie and my partner to move to mexico. I thank him for all the love he gave me. I thank him for being my partner in travel, laughing, transition and my messenger. He was the best big brother of my second cat Bill.

Jules passed away the 3rd of December 2023 on the land of Mexico. We didn’t see this one coming, Damian Sansoni tried to reanimate him, but one the way to urgency he flew away.

5 years old, Jules was not a ordinary cat. Old soul, waking up only when we were having nightmares, speaking only to communicate something important. He was sent to make me remember to trust my intuition, to be connected to what eyes can’t see.

Everyone that met him can say the same, very spiritual soul. A special one.

I still can’t believe he is gone, i will miss is smell, is touch, is funky position. I will miss is voice, the way he loved bolognese sauce with is Italian roots :p I will miss is protection at night sleeping always at my feet. I will miss taking care of is skin problem. I will miss missing him when im traveling. I will miss is awareness and gentleness. I will miss is connection with Damito and seing them together.

Thank you Damian Sansoni for being the best papa for my both cats. I could not ask for more. You gave every peace of your heart

Thank you for all the people that took care of him while I was gone hosting retreats or traveling.

Josianne, Jenifer, Melanie, Sunni, Roberto, Bianca, Kinnari, Jessica and more. Thank Oumaima for your prayers and holding space for us while we were saying goodby, touching him and being there part of this transition.

May you always be by my side, may you transend and be in peace. You will stay in my heart forever in this life and next ones.

Jules 30/03/2019 – 03/12/2023

Grieving Process

I did a reading with my friend Sunny that is an animal communicator the next day he died to connect with him and get more information. It was hard to hear but really beautiful. I recommend it a lot.

Connecting to Jules’s Energy

You have to fix your belly problem. Nurturing your belly. Like it’s very eggy not functioning as well as it should be. 

He couldn’t handle your stomach issues, he was taking on your health problems, so you have to deal with it. He couldn’t.

He felt loneliness on your behalf and was wanting more connection with you. He said that you needed to work on unprocessed grief from your relationship and other events in your life.

At the end he felt he couldn’t express what he wanted to express.

He would have preferred to died on the grass, much more natural for him. He hated the vet as much as damian. He prefers females vet. He just wanted to be with you Sara, be with you on the grass.  

He feels very violated with the vet from past experiences. Very violated images he is showing me (Sunny). He is much more about natural remedy and he wants you to be more into natural remedy as well, to have a proper herb garden. You can name it: Jules herb garden.

He could not eliminate the toxicity build up, bacterial toxin, they could not be eliminated. 

You have to reduce the radiation. Energy interference in the house is off. You need to protect it more, it affected your relationship with Damian. He had a liquid yellow, stuck there in the stomach and it became too much for the heart to take. He says he is sorry but it’s all part of the plan, You need to be sad and go slow. SLOW SARA is the mantra for the month. You need to feel the grieve and not get into distractions.

He said: he died for you. So you could feel all aspects of life. That you didn’t grieved enough, you move fast and you need to grieve. A few hours a day. Journal and feel.

The encouragement is to be present NOW to do things SLOW. Moving like a turtle. Slow moving, try that for a while. Cat know how to rest in between. They know the importance of rest. 

Jules will now be your protective guardian, NOW he’ll be a protector for you. He is strong now as a human now, he say.

He would like to be buried under a tree in Quebec with one of your scarf, if like you are there together forever.

This is a learning about evolution for you, to learn about patience for other and yourself. It’s deep this moment if i allow it to be deep. To unfold yourself even more. You feel pushed down with responsibilities and you have to consider what you will do about it.

Lean on me now.

Contact for Sunni Dawson: Psychic Medium Healer. Animal communicator, integration & trauma specialist. Parts work facilitator. Water therapist. Writer and author.